March 17, 2016 9:57am
In the midst of the day, I caught myself dreaming, slowly drifting away to the memories of yesterday; to the time when you and I were walking hand in hand in the middle of a big crowd, looking at each other from time to time. I wanted to stop the clock from ticking; I wanted to freeze the moment and instill it in my heart and in my mind. I am scared to let go of your hand- your big, soft hand that always made me feel that I am safe. But what if you're the one to let go of mine? If you walk away from me, will I be able to see you again? Or should I watch you slowly fading away as you turned your back on me? I'm so afraid that one day, I'll be losing you. I'll be losing the guy who snatched my heart, the guy who made me flustered all the time, the guy who made me feel complete. I am so afraid. I should ran away from these destructive thoughts that devouring my heart, little by little. These trail of fears and sadness that darkened the path that lead me to you. I have to wake up, let our a deep sigh, and scream to the world that you... You who lights up my life and bring joy to my heart is mine. I should not be afraid for you are mine.